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    You might see her on the ave, at the mall or just walking down the street. She’s by far the “average chick’. She’s every thugs queen. A jack of all trades, she can be cunning, witty, stunning, full of poise, a project chick if she suddenly wants to flip the script. Her true beauty is in the way that she treats you. Never hounding you she knows how to give you space, never stalking she stays in her place, never obsessing about how you treat other chicks, she knows you all to well for all of that. She’s confident in knowing that you would be a fool to ever slip up for even one moment. Talking on the phone using up all of your air time with other chicks. By taking other chicks out to a parties, or a club bringing others around your family. Complimenting others all equals foolishness..she wont be as passive as Ashanti was with Terence Howard she might just decide to pull the trigger. Because keep in mind that when the road got troubled she was there never leaving your side.

    Every tear that you thought she didn’t see she saw and she was there when it came time to ride she was your right hand. Anytime a collect call came thur she was paying for it.Anytime it came time to wire the dough western union she would do it. Anytime it came time to answer questions to the feds she knew exactly what to say to get the heat off of you. Anytime it came to hiding the stash it was always kept in a safe place. Never a dollar short. When you were away who held you down on them vi’s always enough dough to keep you “good” with a quick “drop off on the vi floor”? Now that the “new” money is coming in on the reg. No time to take her shopping in Connecticut on those long weekend trip to the casinos. No more time to put in to show her that you care. No more time to say that you miss her. Of coarse not, not with all of the groupie love that your getting. From the “what can you give me”? chicks that always now how to smell “new” money, the same groupies that wouldn’t make a paid vi to your cell mate for $50. The same ones that wouldn’t lend a helping hand when the phone bill was over due and your mans and them didn’t wanna come thru to pay to you what was due. But wanna smile up in  face now that your back home and safe. They wanna be around till the end calling themselves  “friends”. Late night calls with the “daddy I miss you”.” I need you.” “ I want you” “I want you inside baby”.

     Who do you think your fooling not she. Your fooling yourself if you think that she’s nieve. She was just waiting for you to see and to recognize what for others it was plain to see. Every time you broke her heart, lied, cheated, they said “a diamond in the rough is truly hard to find especially in the hood”. “Treat her right”. ” Your blessed to have her”. “My dude yo, you found ur one”. Now you played with her like a toy and now she’s gone for good. No more calls she changed her #. No more visits to the crib she moved (maybe next time you drive your friends car to stalk someone who didn’t cheat you will remember to turn your lights off and keep the music down). To where you will never know she’s gone you had a “good girl” now you have that gold digging whore that only wants you for your  ”new money”. When it’s gone and your left with your gold digging whore and your new born seed. Maybe even an incurable disease yes, she got you by poking holes in the condoms. The oldest trick in the book dumb ass

you should have stayed true to the one who loved you for you. No alias your real name .Just plain ole you. Average joe from the hood.  With limited dough. The one who loved the chicken wings and french fries with extra hot sauce and the chinese ice tea to go back to the crib and lay up on a late night watching video music box and listed and truly believed when you said “Honey, one day that will be me.” Now it’s your turn to listen to r-kelly -when a womans feed up, jagged edge- let’s get married, bobbie brown- roni, nas-k-i-s-s-i-n-g, jay-z -song cry and the real tear jerker maxwell- a womans worth. Next time learn from ur mistakes and recognize your true queen before its too late.

As one of the oldest big cities in all of the United States, Chicago has long been on the forefront of innovation, albeit more quietly than other cities like San Francisco and New York. As a major seat of public art, forward-thinking universities, fabulous architecture, and big politics, Chicago is perhaps the most cosmopolitan spot in the midwest. It’s no wonder, then, that tourists and new residents alike are flocking to the city in growing numbers. Whether it’s to enjoy the big-city wonders of the loop, the chance to stroll on a lakeside beach just steps away from a bustling financial district, or to tuck into one of the incredible restaurants or world-class boutiques, Chicago definitely has everything from old-world delights to new-school touches like wireless internet around the city and speedy public transportation.

For those exploring Chicago who are more attune to things like checking one’s email on the go and taking laptops into coffeeshops  to get a little bit of web surfing or freelancing done, rest assured that you are in good company. Whether it’s a growing population of twenty-something freelancers who spend their days wearing carefully distressed jeans and scowling over their MacBook Pros or the 30-something well-coiffed yuppies who take their lunch breaks in downtown restaurants, enjoying salad while recapping the morning’s deals and transactions, laptops are a big part of life in the windiest of cities.

One of the reasons that so many people are wired is because the city has definitely been forward-thinking when it comes to things like wireless internet. Many of the public buildings have been wired longer than other spots around the country, and Wi-Fi is practically ubiquitous. However, everyone is aware of the shortcomings of Wi-Fi connections. Sometimes, the password doesn’t work, even though the barista swears she gave you the right one. Other times, your favorite table at a restaurant is too far away from the router, meaning that your connection is lagging. And of course, if every broke college student living in Wrigleyville is poaching your wireless internet connection, it’s going to move as slow as molasses.

However, since Chicago is so forward-thinking when it comes to technology, it’s no surprise that it is one of the first cities in the United States to really get on board with WiMax. Unlike Wi-Fi, which depends on a router that basically magnifies a regular broadband connection to cover a couple of feet, this version of wireless is known for sending its signals via towers. The towers can actually provide a solid amount of coverage to numerous people for an area of over 30 miles, and towers can bounce signals from one to the other. This means that it would be possible for you to get all the way from the heart of Chicago’s south side to the leafy suburbs of the north side and not have to worry about dropping your internet connection once along the way.

With WiMax, it’s possible to be truly wireless while exploring Chicago. And in a city with so much to do, and so much thought towards technology, there’s never been a better spot to get along, knowing full well that your wireless connection will be there with you no matter where you choose to head next.